A HUG A DAY KEEPS THE TEARS/FEARS AWAY! :)

Hello!
I’m a happy pea yesterday (since it’s already passed 12pm) though I’m bleeding profusely plus my tail/back bone hurts like mad since sunday. Guess wad? I experienced fainting spell again on sunday. Thank god for alas and his cousins cos I was over at his church for service and all the crap took place. Didnt intend to go initially since I wasnt feeling very good already,but hmm maybe the one in heaven really wanted me to listen to sermon that day. I enjoyed the sermon since I thought the pastor really connected and delivered what he had to say pretty well. Albeit his really bad english but we really gotta pardon him since he’s a chinese/hokkien pastor. But hey it was good laughing at him and his jokes and seeing more of him laughing at his own jokes. haha cute i must say.

And I guess it really impacted me quite a bit cos it kept running through my head. The phrase ‘love your neighbour as yourself’ seems easier said than done,really. What’s more i think it’s so true that alot of us fail to realise that neighbour doesnt always have to be someone not blood related to you,as in friends/colleagues and such. We often overlook the ones closest to us,our family. It’s so sad how we can pour all our love/concern/attention to our friends,bfs,gfs,colleagues but fails to do so towards the people closest to us. I think it’s really time I start appreciating my family and all that my parents have done for me. And it doesnt bothers me even if my kickass brother thinks his sister is sucha pest. I’m still gonna swipe my hands past his leg hair,touch his hay-like hair,tap his shoulder,attempt to hug him,surprise him with encouraging texts (though he doesnt acknowledge,i think he knows how much i love him),pull his bolster away while he’s sleeping and just continue doing things to irritate him. heh heh. It might seem very childish huh,but hmmm that’s the way I communicate with my brother hahahha.

As for my parents,I think my dad deserve much more encouragement and love than anyone else in this family since he’ve been working so damm hard day and night to give us a comfortable life. He’s a wonderdad though very often a really annoying and unreasonable one. But hmm,i guess no one can understand the amount of stress and discontentment he faces at work. I mean who likes to work from mon-sat and even have to do housework on sat? The pastor touched on hugs on sunday. I’m asking myself now,when was the last time i hugged my dad and mum? It’s eons ago,I dont even rmb when. Hmm,trust me a hug really works wonder. I rmbed there was this once I had a really bad scolding from my dad unreasonably and I just cant stop crying cos it wasnt my fault in the first place. And I really needed a hug to calm me down so I went to ask my brother for one. After he hugged me,I felt so much better and it really feels great! That’s the power of a hug okay! A hug a day keeps the tears/fears away! 🙂

Anyway I’m happy pea cos I’m thankful things are going smoothly now. I think everyone deserves a second chance cos we’re all sinners anyway. Furthermore,it’s never easy to just turn your back around and walk away from something u’ve built through tears/heartaches/laughters/trust/faith. Since I’ve decided to give this one last shot,I’m gonna do my best to make sure things work out. 🙂